What a surprise

There are so many things happen this week (suppose to be a short week for me as i am off 2 days) that i didn't really sit and think of the events...

I have tried many ways to make my life - challenging... for this few months, many of them went down to drain (at least i think so), but this week, some of them actually bear fruit (although its a differnet fruit i would expect...)

Sometimes you just need to give it a try, while the return may not be the same (as you expected) or even it might be slow to come back, the surprises were pleasant and reassuring of my beliefs.

Sometimes i dragged my friends around into it :P , and i am grateful these friends were there all the time supporting me... you know who you are out there! Arigato gozaimasu~ :)

Hopefully, the way i would like to make an impact will materialize in 2006... the role i would like to play will be available... i always feel that i have a mission for them, i should make a break-thru to help everyone able to find more things to do... as no one is doing it, or they no longer believe we, in this part of the world, can make an impact... i would be grateful to prove them all wrong and move forward together... (this will be my vision/mission) .... what i lack?... is like Theresa said, Self Confidence. I have to believe in myself :)